@Rookie
the fragile urge to sit on a corner of an empty dark room and cry my heart out till i have no more tears left to shed. pagod na pagod na ako. lagi na lng, despite putting in a lot of effort in everything i do, i end up realizing i haven't done enough. and what's worse, i can't run to nobody. i'm all by myself.
i can never be promoted in a job kasi my narcissistic ego lies within me. like kanina, my first day of training in a milk tea shop where my friend and i applied as a crew. everytime i cleaned the tables and provided service for my customers, nanliliit ako sa sarili ko. lalo pa nung binigay na sakin yung sweldo. ewan ayoko pa namang mag-self-pity kainis e